Indifferently Different

I’m a loner. I hate people, I hate having to deal with them, I try to always stay out of the way. I don’t trust people and this has impacted my life in such a way that may cause me to be perceived as a “loner”. I’m different, I know that. Some people enjoy being perceived as a loner, because they like the independent, mysterious vibe they might think they give off; but they really might be lonely inside.

Unlike most people I really just like to be alone. I can still have friendships, but I just don’t want my whole life to revolve around having relationships with other people. I need time to be on their own, I like having time alone, but I can still get together with friends once in a while. Now there are different stages of If a person makes no effort to be your friend, and seems like they just don’t care, then maybe you shouldn’t be, that’s not a “loner”, that is just being anti-social.

I think most people at some or the other time in their lives wish they were left alone to be all by themselves. But usually that is only a temporary stage and they would bounce back to their usual style of social interaction. I think for me it really all comes down to the fact I don’t trust people. I don’t trust people’s intentions, actions, thoughts and I believe that everyone at some point will leave you for their own selfish ambitions.

Maybe it’s just me, maybe one day I’ll change or my views will change. But for now.. I think I’m a loner

-Jullian

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About Jullian Autry

When I set my heart on something, I give it my all. That's why I decided to blog.I am going to share my story with everyone I want to show you all who I am, my life,dreams and aspirations. I hope that my post, my story and inspiring/motivational words will be inspirational to you and motivate you to be the best you can be. I wish your dreams and potential to be born into life through my writing. Everyone is more than welcome to comment and share their opinions. I encourage it.

Posted on December 5, 2013, in Random, Relationships and tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. Wow. Its so well written.
    Sometimes even I feel just the same from inside. You know. bright outside but wanting to just be quiet and alone. Alone not lonely.
    Wonderfully written as always Jullian.
    🙂

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