There are a few who would say I am a very different person that I was a year ago or even two years ago. I would have to agree with them, something just clicked inside my head and I came to the realization that this is not how I want my life to be anymore. I needed to do something, I had to get out of this rut I was in. That’s where personal growth comes into play, without it how can you change? You ever get those moments where you just sit there and think “This is not me or who I want to be” ? I’d say that’s a sign if any right smack dab in front of you. Do you A. Ignore the sign? or B. See it as the universe telling you to get your shit together?
For me it was B. I needed to get my shit together, I needed a wake-up call. “Jullian what the hell are you doing, that isn’t right!” With personal growth comes more responsibility, be sure to prepare yourself for that. I’m only 23 years old so I can assume that people will classify this as a “growing up” experience, but for me it isn’t like that. Unless growing up is realizing you’re not in a good place and changing to better yourself then yes that’s what this is, but it’s not the first and it won’t be the last time I feel this way.
I still have a long way to go and a lot more growing up to do, I might lose my mind a couple of times along the way might even come off as a little crazy but I’m growing. I still have time to be the person I see myself as being. I might not live up to everyone’s expectations but I will live up to what I expect from myself. I just want to say thank you to all the people who have supported me and continue to support me, also thank you to everyone that has been apart of my life believe it or not you in some way shape or form have contributed to my personal growth as a person.