The next week, month or year even
Can you even see my pain?
You say everything happens for a reason
Maybe something is just wrong with my brain?
The walls I built to keep you out
Are now what is keeping me in
My mind is clouded, filled with doubt
I don’t feel okay even in my own skin
There’s a darkness inside of me
Will I ever see my true smile again?
This is not how my life is supposed to be
Can I wait till then?
There are so many unanswered questions in my head
I just constantly feel like dirt
Some days I think I’d be better off dead
Then I remember all of the people I’d have hurt
I don’t want to accept this reality
Will you reach out a helping hand?
I think that’s all a formality
I don’t believe you really understand
The darkness is taking over
There is no where left for me to run
They say things will get better when you’re older
This is what will never be done
I’m so tired of being here
I’ve said all that I have to say
There’s nothing left to fear
Would you let me fade away?