Fade Away

If I was just a memory
Would you let me fade away?
Everyday I am constantly feeling empty
I tell myself that things will be better the next day

The next week, month or year even
Can you even see my pain?
You say everything happens for a reason
Maybe something is just wrong with my brain?

The walls I built to keep you out
Are now what is keeping me in
My mind is clouded, filled with doubt
I don’t feel okay even in my own skin

There’s a darkness inside of me
Will I ever see my true smile again?
This is not how my life is supposed to be
Can I wait till then?

There are so many unanswered questions in my head
I just constantly feel like dirt
Some days I think I’d be better off dead
Then I remember all of the people I’d have hurt

I don’t want to accept this reality
Will you reach out a helping hand?
I think that’s all a formality
I don’t believe you really understand

The darkness is taking over
There is no where left for me to run
They say things will get better when you’re older
This is what will never be done

I’m so tired of being here
I’ve said all that I have to say
There’s nothing left to fear
Would you let me fade away?


About Jullian Autry

When I set my heart on something, I give it my all. That's why I decided to blog.I am going to share my story with everyone I want to show you all who I am, my life,dreams and aspirations. I hope that my post, my story and inspiring/motivational words will be inspirational to you and motivate you to be the best you can be. I wish your dreams and potential to be born into life through my writing. Everyone is more than welcome to comment and share their opinions. I encourage it.

Posted on November 26, 2014, in Poetry. Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

  1. Greatly written and heartbreakingly beautiful.
    I will never let you fade away.
    Love you ❤

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