Project [Infected]


The line to my emotions has been disconnected
This path I’m walking isn’t where I should be headed
And when you find me here it will be worse than you expected
I hate to bring this to you but I’m infected

There is poison coursing through my veins
It’s eating away at my soul until nothing remains
I constantly feel like I’m shackled by chains
Everyday inside my head it rains

I must inform you of something, I have a confession
I believe that I have been infected with depression
Though some people may doubt and question
You wouldn’t be able to tell through my expression
I hate to bring this to you but I’m infected

Though the tears don’t flow
People look at me and think it’s just for show
They tell me “It’s nothing” “Just let it go”
Deep inside my heart this is something I know

I regret to let you know it just isn’t that easy
Do you really think it’s that effortless to be all “cheesy”?
You can pretend but you will never have a day that’s warm and breezy
This is the hardest thing in my life it’s unclear, painful and greasy

Dammit! Why can’t you just let me be?
There is no cure that can fully save me
This poison won’t ever set me free
Just continue to pretend you don’t see

Some may think it’s contagious
Most may think it’s completely outrageous
This is who I am, who you will see when you turn the pages
My mind entirely confined under chains and cages

I’ve seen enough heartaches and strife
This disease is taking over my life!
Cutting through my body like a knife
I hate to bring this to you but I’m infected

Project[Save Me]


About Jullian Autry

When I set my heart on something, I give it my all. That's why I decided to blog.I am going to share my story with everyone I want to show you all who I am, my life,dreams and aspirations. I hope that my post, my story and inspiring/motivational words will be inspirational to you and motivate you to be the best you can be. I wish your dreams and potential to be born into life through my writing. Everyone is more than welcome to comment and share their opinions. I encourage it.

Posted on November 26, 2014, in Poetry. Bookmark the permalink. 6 Comments.

  1. Very honest and courageous poem my dear brother.
    I am very proud of you.
    You are amazing Juulz.
    Love & Hugz ♡

  2. Wow! Very heavy poem sweet Juulz, but loved every sentence of it. Beautifull that you can be so honest about something that most people will never understand.

    I willl understand!


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