You Deserve Better

 

 

 

 

When I look I’m the mirror what do I see?
Nothing but a stranger staring back at me
I am so lost, I don’t know who I am anymore
I feel as though living has just become another chore

You wouldn’t want to see my face today
I wouldn’t know what really to say
But on the inside I’m really screaming
Sometimes I wish I was just dreaming

Underneath The Surface

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Alone with my thoughts
That’s a dangerous place to be
There’s more than what you see on the surface
Most people are blind and cannot see

There’s a darkness dwelling inside
One that I cannot control
You may call me crazy
It’s just the darkness taking over my soul

Closeness

I’ve been stealing moments here and there
And when you catch me
I dart my eyes around everywhere
Hoping that you didn’t see

I cannot describe how I feel when our eyes meet
It ignites up something inside
There’s a funny feeling in my tummy, bitterly nervous yet sweet
Sometimes it’s hard to hide

Never Meant To Be

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Don’t pretend like you care about me
I know you don’t
Don’t pretend like you will be there for me
I know you won’t

Don’t pretend like you love me
I don’t need any more lies
Don’t pretend like you want me
I can see through your disguise

On My Mind

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Some days I just think “gosh you’re so cute”
Some days I can’t wait to be next to you
Some days I feel together there’s nothing we can’t do

Some days I only want to talk to you for hours
Some days I just want to bring you flowers
Some days I can’t help but smile
Some day I want to ask you to stay awhile

Mr. Misunderstood

 

 

 

 

I don’t have anyone that gets me
Who understands me
Who can feel what I feel inside
I’m the only one

Yes,  I have walls up
To keep those who don’t matter out
To keep myself from harm
I’m all alone inside

Project [Infected]

The line to my emotions has been disconnected
This path I’m walking isn’t where I should be headed
And when you find me here it will be worse than you expected
I hate to bring this to you but I’m infected

There is poison coursing through my veins
It’s eating away at my soul until nothing remains
I constantly feel like I’m shackled by chains
Everyday inside my head it rains