Too Much Of A Good Thing

I don’t want this to become a memory
Though I feel I’m continuing  to waste this energy
Thinking to myself that one day you’ll care
Not looking forward to tomorrow because you’ll never be there
You never miss a good thing till it leaves you
In your mind you’re thinking what can I do?
I’ve given my all…everything I am
Just to be sitting here looking pitiful like damn..
I really thought you would see my feelings were true
Now you’ve moved on.. acting brand new
This was my last chance to show you my love
I might need a little help from above
But was this really a good fit?
I’m thinking to myself was it really worth it?
I don’t know the thoughts that go through your mind
Maybe our paths weren’t really aligned
I guess this really is the end now
Though it’s not something I want to allow
I have no more fight, I’m leaving the boxing ring
This was all too much of a good thing

I Just Want To Say…Thank You

Thank you for being my friend
Thank you for all the time that you spend
Thank you for staying by me the times when I was blind
Thank you for staying by me the time when I had a lot on my mind
Thank you for opening up yourself to me
Thank you for not leaving even when we disagree
Thank you for showing me I have someone to trust
Thank you for helping me say goodbye to things unjust
Thank you for being there
Thank you for not letting me fall into despair
Thank you for being the friend that you are
Thank you for showing me it doesn’t matter if we’re near or far
Thank you for showing me love
Thank you for making me laugh..well kind of
Thank you for understanding my silly mind
Thank you for showing me you’re one of a kind
Thank you

Elevator From The Past

The elevator has broken down, what do I do?
What’s even worse I’m stuck on it with you
I don’t know whether I should say something
There’s no way I would’ve seen this coming
Please, please fix the elevator fast!
I don’t know how much longer I can last
I don’t know if I should feel love or hatred
In all honesty I can’t believe we even dated
How did I get into this situation, someone save me!
The exit is blocked off, I cannot be set free
Then a voice comes over the microphone
He says it’ll be thirty more minutes till we can go home
This blast from the past has really caught me off guard
I wonder if you even knew how badly you left me scarred
I begin to speak my mind then the doors open, I’m free at last!
I never told you what I wanted to say on this hell elevator from the past

You Can’t Stop Me!

You can’t stop me!
You can try and knock me down
I’m going to get back up again
And again and again
You can’t stop me!
Go ahead put me down
I refuse to be broken
You won’t be able to crack me
You can’t stop me!
I will stand strong like a tree
I will never stop climbing
The sky ain’t even the limit
You can’t stop me!
I will not quiver in fear
I will not run from you
I won’t give up
You can’t stop me!
Once I’m set into motion
I’m like the energizer bunny
Keep going and going and going
You can’t stop me
I will never run out of juice
I refuse to listen to your negativity
You won’t offend me
You can’t stop me!
My dreams are golden
I won’t let you ruin them
My foundation will not weaken
You can’t stop me!
I will keep running till the end
You can’t tell me how to live my life
I won’t stop until I’m finished
You can’t stop me!

Change From Within

They say if you want to see change
You have to first change yourself
That’s what they always told me

To me that just seems a little strange
Why should I have to change myself?
You have to set yourself free

If you don’t then your core will stay the same
Falling right back into the same trap
Returning to the same person you’ve always been

If you want change you have to ignite the flame
Look for it yourself there is no map
If you want change you have to change from within

Going Through A Lot – Song Of The Day

In Another Life

We are often drawn to things of which we cannot experience
In another life we say, we’re not realizing our own life’s brilliance
We often want and wish for things in life that we envision
In another life it’d be different though we can’t make that decision
We often ignore the simple things in life that are around us
In another life perhaps we won’t be jealous, that would be a plus
We are often blind to things in front as we’re standing still
In another life we say, it’d be more exciting, more of a thrill
We are often swayed by all the desire of  “what ifs”
In another life we believe it would be full of gifts
We often are dazzled by what we think is above
In another life we think that maybe we could find love
We are often looking for something and are easily lead astray
In another life we say, things will go our way
We often ask “ourselves why can’t that be me?”
In another life possibly we all can agree
We often think that we can run or hide from any problem
In another life we would let ourselves blossom
We often view this world as complicated
In another life maybe it would be easier
In another life…