Too Much Of A Good Thing

I don’t want this to become a memory
Though I feel I’m continuing  to waste this energy
Thinking to myself that one day you’ll care
Not looking forward to tomorrow because you’ll never be there
You never miss a good thing till it leaves you
In your mind you’re thinking what can I do?
I’ve given my all…everything I am
Just to be sitting here looking pitiful like damn..
I really thought you would see my feelings were true
Now you’ve moved on.. acting brand new
This was my last chance to show you my love
I might need a little help from above
But was this really a good fit?
I’m thinking to myself was it really worth it?
I don’t know the thoughts that go through your mind
Maybe our paths weren’t really aligned
I guess this really is the end now
Though it’s not something I want to allow
I have no more fight, I’m leaving the boxing ring
This was all too much of a good thing

Never Saw You Coming

I wish I didn’t feel the way I do
I wish I never fell in love with you
I wish I didn’t stay up all night crying
I wish I knew when to stop trying
It’s just that you hurt me so bad
You made me believe in something I never had
Then you used that to destroy me
It’s my fault, I’m the one who gave you the key
My heart has never been so pained
My heart is now forever stained
I wish I could just hate you
I wish I could show you what I’ve gone through
I wish you could understand
I wish you knew that me falling for you wasn’t planned
I guess now you never will
What you did to me takes some kind of skill
To throw away something as precious as a heart
Didn’t anyone ever tell you growing up that isn’t smart?
I guess you weren’t ready to embark on this endeavor
You’ll just have to live with that forever
I wish that breaking a heart was a crime
I wish I could turn back time
I wish my love meant something
I wish I had seen you coming

Star Of My Own

I want a star that shines just for me
One that shines so bright, only I can see
I want a star I can call my own
Somewhere close so I’ll never be alone
To warm me up when the days are cold
To hold my hand when I get wrinkly and old
I want a star that shines just for me
Please show yourself wherever you may be
I want a star I can call my own
I don’t want some silly imitation clone
What’s the point in silver and gold
When I can have something more daring more bold
A star of my own

I Just Want To Say…Thank You

Thank you for being my friend
Thank you for all the time that you spend
Thank you for staying by me the times when I was blind
Thank you for staying by me the time when I had a lot on my mind
Thank you for opening up yourself to me
Thank you for not leaving even when we disagree
Thank you for showing me I have someone to trust
Thank you for helping me say goodbye to things unjust
Thank you for being there
Thank you for not letting me fall into despair
Thank you for being the friend that you are
Thank you for showing me it doesn’t matter if we’re near or far
Thank you for showing me love
Thank you for making me laugh..well kind of
Thank you for understanding my silly mind
Thank you for showing me you’re one of a kind
Thank you

Sparks Will Fly – Song of the day

End of the Month Blog Review – April

Well hello there to all my new followers and anyone who reads my blog secretly. I see you!

So, we’ve made it another month! How does it feel? Good I hope.

This month was a crazy month for me, in a good way though. I participated in my first NaPoWriMo 30 Poems 30 Days. Though I slacked on some weeks I think I came back pretty strong.

Read my Top 5 Best poems from NaPoWriMo below (Well 6):

1. Accept Me!
2. Support
3. His Love/Her Love
4. Breakdown
5. Make me Smile

This month I reached over 1,000 likes on my blog! That is just amazing in its self! Currently over 1,200!

This month I’ve also reach over 200 followers! Yes, 200! That is just amazing!!! Currently at 235! Thank you all!

 

With that comes all the amazing awards I’ve received from you guys! Thank you for all of your love on my blog. The people I nominate will all be at the bottom

It feels AMAZING to be nominated for the Liebster Award by 2 blogs! Afsheen & Soul-series. check out their blogs! soul-series & Afsheen

 

The rules

“The Liebster award is awarded to bloggers  to try to promote their blog a little and also bring together a community of bloggers. The rules of the competition are as follows:

The nominated user must provide a link back to the person who nominated them.
Provide 11 facts about yourself
 and answer 11 questions set by the person who nominated you. 
Choose 11 more people and ask them 11 questions!

 

What was the last book you read and why? Haven’t read any lately.
What inspires you more than anything? Mmm Bowling
Who is someone you know that you respect and admire? Patty! Why? Shes like family (no one Famous)
What is a gift or talent that you have? Memory I guess
What qualities do you love about yourself? Umm Good question
What qualities do you wish you can change or strongly dislike? Shyness, the ability to accept myself
What pivotal moment made you start your blog? Past relationship Why? To show my love
Where do you see yourself five years from now? Not in the same predicament I’m in now
What is your favorite t.v. show and why? Game of thrones / Walking dead! Why not?!
What is your favorite ice cream flavor? Vanilla
What type of music do you like? I’m versatile

Wow, I have received the “Sunshine” Award – my very first Bog Award! Thank you, Break the mold, for nominating me!

01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
Time?
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
nothing atm
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
should I even try?
04: what are you listening to?
people around me typing
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
holidays
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
at work
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
no
08: favorite song ?
what’s your fantasy – ludacris
09: kiss on the first date?
yeah
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
Yes
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
I’m getting there

The Sunshine Award Rules

• Thank the person who nominated you and link back to their blog.
• List 11 facts about yourself.      
• Nominate 10 other blogs to receive the award.  
• Announce the nominations to the nominees. 

My first bouquet of awards!’
I’m honoured (again)
I’m nominated for 3 awards!
Thank you very much,

–> sheryldine also from Horty<–

The Dragon’s Loyalty Award:

The Very Inspiring Blogger Award:

The Shauny Award!

1.Are you a morning or night person?
Morning, even though I cannot sleep at night
2. Do you think you could ever have an abortion if you unexpectedly turned up pregnant?
I’m not a girl if I was, yes
3. If you were far from home and needed to sleep for the night, would you choose to rent a crappy motel room for $60 or sleep in your car for free?
Crappy hotel for $60
4. Is there a color shirt you’d NEVER wear?
Orange
5. Is there a situation where you caved into peer pressure and regretted it?
No
6. What is your favorite video game console? Why?
Atm Xbox360 Because PlayStation lost me as a customer with the PS3
7. Do you like vanilla candles?
Yes

I got nominated by Pattyy–>http://petitemagique.wordpress.com/ for  The Love and Kindness Award!

The Rules:

Share an act of kindness another blogger has done for you.
Thank the person who nominated you for the award, and link back to your blog
Nominate those bloggers whom you feel practice Kindness and Love — you choose how many!
Act of Kindness:
It’s very hard to just pick one act of kindness because ever since I started blogging I have met some incredible sweet people who have showed me nothing but kindness! Some of them even brought me to tears with their unbelievable sweet words they wrote for me. I even met a couple of friends who became very special to me because they are always there when I need them. And of course all of my readers who leave me kind comments to brighten up my days. Thank you all so, so much! So my act of kindness would go to Patty, for being a sister that I never had and always continuously pushing me forward and supporting me.

 

The Seed of Light award! I would like to thank http://fozzyfitness.wordpress.com/ for this award and I will display it with honour and pride.

Seeds are needed to start everything from Forrest to thoughts every idea is born from a thought(seed)

This reward is to recognize the ability in the person portraying the story,information,news or poetry

As a seed planted in recognition of the great plant, bush or tree that will spawn from it.

Now for the nominees!

http://viewsplash.wordpress.com/

http://blondinbrille.wordpress.com/

http://mytrainofthoughtson.wordpress.com/

http://myspokenheart.wordpress.com/

http://busymindthinking.com/

http://stacilys.wordpress.com/

http://alienorajt.wordpress.com/

http://addercatter.wordpress.com/

http://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/

http://mollygreye.wordpress.com/

 

What should you look forward to in may? Well that’s going to be a surprise! Guess you’ll have to stick around and see!

All feedback is welcomed and I appreciate every bit of it.
Don’t be shy, I’m a man I can take it! I really would like your honest thoughts.

Thank you guys for sticking with me!

 

Picture Perfect

Look at those two
They look great together
Just enjoying the view
They can make it through any weather
Those two get along so well
Walking hand in hand
They’re in love idiot can’t you tell?
I think they had this planned
Working towards their goals collectively
Makes you wonder how they worked
Both have each others back respectively
Who knew their love could be so Picture Perfect

NaPoWriMo Day 28